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Prayer request and Hobbies!

Today I'm off to get my 2 week post fracture x-ray for my appointment on Monday. I'm not looking forward to it because they'll be moving my ankle and taking off the boot etc. which will hurt but I really want to know if it has began healing. This could mean the difference between going on my uni placement and missing out! Also dad and I are going to find some food for me for this weekend because they are going away on a trip to the beach. I'm not going because I can't sit in a car for long enough, so my friends are going to come stay with me. Yay for pizza and drinks!

Also, I'm looking for suggestions for hobbies. I'm bored out of my mind not being able to do anything, and whilst I have started back at uni I still have a lot of free time, not being able to work and all so I need some things to do. I desperately want a dog, but that's not going to happen, and what I usually do when I'm bored is dance, which I can't do with my ankle so I need suggestions. Some previous suggestions: loom bands, online shopping (I've spent a lot of money!), reading, writing, making a photo album etc. Anything that I can do without going out would be appreciated. I have a wheelchair so I can move a little bit but I'd prefer to just be able to stay either in my room or the lounge room. I have a laptop and in the morning, before my parents leave for work they can help me etc. Thank you!

Lastly! I'd just like to send out a request to anyone that will listen today! My rock, my Potato, my closest friend who has helped me through so much, whilst dealing with chronic pain herself, is having surgery this afternoon. She is the strongest person I know and I know she can get through this xxx

To Potato! You are stronger than this, this is not more chronic pain. You can do it!

BB :)

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